How to Know

Dear Upa,

                 It's a new year. 

How did that happen? I feel like I've said way too many times already about how fast things have changed and how much has changed but I don't blame myself, because it really was a lot of change. 

But now it's a new year. I've never really had New Years resolutions before because I knew that I'd never follow them, but this year I do have two. They are to A) Study hard in 12th grade, and B) Learn Korean. 

There. I've said it. It's set in stone. I have to do it now. 

I feel like this year my trash level found whole new potential. I remember pretty much breathing Phan last to last year but convincing myself that, "oh no, I don't think of myself as their fan, I think of them as my friends". That's kind of hilarious. But this year, I am more self aware. That's a good thing, right?

I am just glad I got to be with you and eat Korean food before the year ended. Also the secret Santa gifts. I gave you a tshirt with your face on it AND a BTS reference. How did you manage to top that? I AM NEVER GETTING OVER MAKO CHAN. 

A year has passed, and I am still studying for an exam, still procrastinating horrifyingly, and am still trash. 2016 can't be that bad. 

May the odds be ever in your favour. 

May the force be with you. 

We're going to have a great year. 

And how do I know that? It's just...

I know. 

Bye for now, 

Aditi.