How to Believe In Miracles

Dear Upa,

                 

                I went through a lot of emotions yesterday.

So my exams are going on right now, (at this point, when are they not? No, I’m totally not salty) and my next exam was Economics. It was a lot of portion, and we had 2 days. Obviously, true to myself, I wasted the first day completely and was left with a crazy amount of portion to do in 24 hours. 

Usually, a normal person in this situation would get nervous, or worried, but I felt strangely calm. I have been procrastinating for 17 years now, I know how to do things at the very last moment. This was home turf, I could totally do this. I pulled an all nighter (obviously) and slept at 12 pm the next day. I probably solved more questions of statistics that night than I have all year, but when I woke up at 5 pm, I had the entire theory left to do and the paper was the next day. I was, basically, screwed, no matter how I looked at the situation.

And then it happened. I checked my phone, still half asleep, reading the BTS interview thing you had messaged me, when one of my friends texted me saying that the exam is cancelled for the next day and it’s a holiday, and to be honest I thought I had died or something. It was sheer dumb luck, and I was so used to such things not happening to me that I couldn’t believe that I could have actually been that ridiculously lucky. 

Obviously, I abandoned all attempts to study and started reading fanfiction.

That night, I slept on time. 

I guess miracles really do happen.

Bye for now, 

Aditi.