Dear Aditi,
It’s hard being back. It was hard the first time, and it is even worse now. I went from always being around someone, whether it was Buddy stealing my place or Mashi talking about- not really sure what she talks about to be honest- or whether it’s you. I am now in a practically empty house, with no one to talk to like I did and it hurts. It really does.
I don’t even know if I am allowed to complain about it to begin with, because I am so grateful that I could come for 13 days. 13 days is a lot of days. I normal person could grow plant. Okay, maybe not a plant. But a lot can happen in 13 days and yet it passed so fast. Our friends came and went. We went to innisfree enough for them to recognise us. We watched a whole drama. I really good drama.
But here is the thing, as much as I hurt right now, in time I will revert back to my home adapted self of having three boiled eggs for breakfast. Today, there weren’t any boiled eggs in the fridge so I was sad, but then the maid had cooked a few eggs for me and left them in the microwave for me. So I ate boiled eggs. I didn’t only eat boiled eggs, I also had toast. Although I could have done without the toast.
I could write about all the reasons I miss you, and those little things that you notice then you live with a person but, in true Upasana fashion instead of actually addressing that I will avoid the situation and talk about my egg problem or just sleep. Sleeping is really nice, and I truly think you should spend more time sleeping.
I miss you,
Upa.
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