How Not To Be Confused

Dear Upa,

Almost exactly a year ago, the post I had written was about me going back to Delhi after spending a month and a half of vacation in Mumbai, and about how I was kinda sorta excited for some reason. 

About how half of 2015 was over, about how that was completely crazy, and about how I wondered what the second half of 2015 had in store for me. 

And now, almost exactly a year later, I'm back from a ten day vacation in Mumbai, and I honestly don't have the time to be excited about the future. 

Half of 2016 is over, which means half of it is left, which means in less than a year I have to write my boards, which means I need to get my shit together and actually work hard for once in my life. 

Who knows? I mean, the afore-mentioned second half of 2015 literally changed my life (read: BTS, K-Pop, BTS, new friends, BTS, Kim Seokjin, BTS). Maybe the second half of this year, I'll actually stick to my plan (plot twist).

Almost exactly a year ago, you had written a post about how you want things, and I can relate to that right now. 

I have a goal. For the first time in a long time, I know where I want to end up, at least for now. For the first time in a long time, I know, and I want. I really, really want. 

So I'm going to work for it. I hope promise. Whatever it takes. 

Almost exactly a year ago, I had written a post about how time flies when you're having fun. 

Well, shit. This is going to be a long year. 

Bye for now,

Aditi.