How to Sleep

Dear Aditi,

A year ago I had a lot of work. And I didn't do it.

Now, I have a lot of work. And I still don't do it.

This is kind of a recurring theme in my life, of not doing things until they are absolutely important. Or I need to impress a teacher. I really like impressing teachers. It's become a hobby of sorts. And smiling at them. Anyway, back to what I am crying about today.

I slept for 12 hours. And this is not after pulling off an all nighter or completing some huge project. No, this is after sleeping 12 hours the night before. And I still feel sleepy. It's quite problematic.

So, I did the first thing anyone does in the situation and googled it. WebMD is a terrible site, not because it's unhelpful or anything but because it will tell you you have some incurable problem or something. I really hope I don't have an incurable problem.

Then I read somewhere else that people tend to sleep a lot when they have nothing to work for. Well, that doesn't apply to me either. I have plenty I am supposed to work for. But nothing I really really want to do.

I feel like a potato who just wants to cry about BTS all day.

Guess it's time to change that.

Tu me manques beaucoup.

i miss you

upa.