How Not To Be Tired

10 February 2017, 9:04 PM

Dear Upa,

               I'm tired. I'm not sure of what, but I am. I'm not really complaining. I'm mostly just stating a fact. 

I'm really tired. 

Bye for now,

Aditi

13 Feburuary 2017, 5:51 AM

Dear Upa,

                 A few days ago, I was tired.

Mentally, physically, emotionally- tired in every way I could think of, and it doesn't even make any sense. It was weird but I couldn’t seem to shake it off, I was barely even getting any work done. I even wrote a blogpost consisting of 5 sentences that I never ended up posting, I don’t really know why. I think, looking back, what I was truly tired of was myself.

But yesterday BTS had their comeback. I don’t know how to express in words what their music makes me feel, and I’m glad, because sometimes words diminish the feelings they contain. They said exactly the things I needed to hear, and just like that, I’m not tired anymore. A few people would probably call me crazy and maybe I am. Sometimes even I don’t believe I’m actually aiming for what I’m aiming for. I’ll probably never get there. I know the chances of it not happening are higher. But honestly, I’m tired of being tired.

It’s okay if I don’t get there if I know I’ve done my best. I refuse to be tired.

A day may come when we lose, but it’s not today.

Today, we fight.

Bye for now,

Aditi.