Dear Aditi,
Do you know those times where you just really need to pee but are too lazy to actually get up and walk to the bathroom so you hold it in until you absolutely have to go. Is that just me? Probably just me.
Okay, I took a break cause I needed to pee. And then got distracted. For 3 hours. I know that happens to others too. The getting distracted part. Also peeing. Most people have to pee. Is there any sort of condition like that. I need to research this. It can happen as a symptom to like UTIs and Rectal cancer. There are also a bunch of other stuff, but it freaked me what too much to actually read the whole thing. There will be a few related to kidneys, I know that through my limited knowledge of biology.
Anyway, I am not sure why this is the topic I went with to write a post. I had this whole idea in my head to write about how I got another hair cut, and for the first time I actually had to think about how to style according to my hair. That's not the complete truth, I do always style thinking about my hair. But with my pretty fucking short hair I look like a boy. I have a lot of manly features about me. Like my shoulders and neck. And sort of my jawline. I also don't exactly have a feminine body language. It really bothered me for the first 24 hours, because I thought 'oh my god how to dress up now' and then I figured my hair style looks a lot like Min Hari's from She Was Pretty, and if I look like her might as well have her confidence. So basically I did nothing about looking like a boy, and instead went 'fuck it.'
Apart from that, I love my hair. I always love my hair. But short hair is so much funny to play with. I always knew that. Like when I am with Mona, I usually feel like ruffling her hair because it is so much funny ruffling short hair. I don't though, cause it is quite rude. But now I can ruffle my own hair. Most people will call it playing with my hair, but yeah. It's fun.
I can really go on talking hours about my hair. It's really important to me. It's a way to express myself, and one of my favourite things is the express myself without actually having to talk. I prefer to make a first impression before I have to actually open my mouth because when I open my mouth I usually talk trash. For example, the beginning of this post.
If someone actually reads this blog and then decides that they want to be friends with us, I will gladly adopt them because the shit I write here is really honest. And really me. I am my truest self when I am with you.
Love,
Upa.
Do you know those times where you just really need to pee but are too lazy to actually get up and walk to the bathroom so you hold it in until you absolutely have to go. Is that just me? Probably just me.
Okay, I took a break cause I needed to pee. And then got distracted. For 3 hours. I know that happens to others too. The getting distracted part. Also peeing. Most people have to pee. Is there any sort of condition like that. I need to research this. It can happen as a symptom to like UTIs and Rectal cancer. There are also a bunch of other stuff, but it freaked me what too much to actually read the whole thing. There will be a few related to kidneys, I know that through my limited knowledge of biology.
Anyway, I am not sure why this is the topic I went with to write a post. I had this whole idea in my head to write about how I got another hair cut, and for the first time I actually had to think about how to style according to my hair. That's not the complete truth, I do always style thinking about my hair. But with my pretty fucking short hair I look like a boy. I have a lot of manly features about me. Like my shoulders and neck. And sort of my jawline. I also don't exactly have a feminine body language. It really bothered me for the first 24 hours, because I thought 'oh my god how to dress up now' and then I figured my hair style looks a lot like Min Hari's from She Was Pretty, and if I look like her might as well have her confidence. So basically I did nothing about looking like a boy, and instead went 'fuck it.'
Apart from that, I love my hair. I always love my hair. But short hair is so much funny to play with. I always knew that. Like when I am with Mona, I usually feel like ruffling her hair because it is so much funny ruffling short hair. I don't though, cause it is quite rude. But now I can ruffle my own hair. Most people will call it playing with my hair, but yeah. It's fun.
I can really go on talking hours about my hair. It's really important to me. It's a way to express myself, and one of my favourite things is the express myself without actually having to talk. I prefer to make a first impression before I have to actually open my mouth because when I open my mouth I usually talk trash. For example, the beginning of this post.
If someone actually reads this blog and then decides that they want to be friends with us, I will gladly adopt them because the shit I write here is really honest. And really me. I am my truest self when I am with you.
Love,
Upa.
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