Dear Aditi,
I want to be busy. I want to be so busy and emotions don't have a chance to bother me. I want to be so busy, that once I get home and lie in bed it's the happiest feeling I can get. I want to be so busy that I am always getting shit done.
Now, I know that normal individually rather not stay busy. And when I am too busy, even I complain about it. But I rather have a lot to do than nothing to do. But that is just a passing thought.
I have taken up a lot of projects to do recently, and I don't know if I'll regret it or not but let's see.
Other than that, this morning during design class we had to do product design. Now fun fact, I'm terrible at product design. It's kind of my weakest link, except maths. So, being the shit I am I didn't take the assignment seriously and designed some sort of tribal mask, and meat mallet and a torture device. That doesn't make me seem normal, but as a designer normal doesn't really exist.
Anyway, halfway through the teacher was like now you have to present your ideas. And I was fucked, but I went anyway and did it with the most serious face I could muster.
And you know what my teacher says after I'm done, 'you should think about being a stand up comedian'
I want to be busy. I want to be so busy and emotions don't have a chance to bother me. I want to be so busy, that once I get home and lie in bed it's the happiest feeling I can get. I want to be so busy that I am always getting shit done.
Now, I know that normal individually rather not stay busy. And when I am too busy, even I complain about it. But I rather have a lot to do than nothing to do. But that is just a passing thought.
I have taken up a lot of projects to do recently, and I don't know if I'll regret it or not but let's see.
Other than that, this morning during design class we had to do product design. Now fun fact, I'm terrible at product design. It's kind of my weakest link, except maths. So, being the shit I am I didn't take the assignment seriously and designed some sort of tribal mask, and meat mallet and a torture device. That doesn't make me seem normal, but as a designer normal doesn't really exist.
Anyway, halfway through the teacher was like now you have to present your ideas. And I was fucked, but I went anyway and did it with the most serious face I could muster.
And you know what my teacher says after I'm done, 'you should think about being a stand up comedian'
She was teasing, but I started genuinely thinking about it and realised that if I was maybe a little less of a social disaster that might be an option. Alas, it isn't and I'm still a designer.
Love,
upa.
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