Friday, July 29, 2016

How To Be Addicted

Dear Upa,
                 I'm supposed to be studying.

Actually, I'm supposed to be studying for quite some time now, but I've just judiciously wasted my time. It's kind of funny now.

I just don't want to work. I think my brain has a work threshold and once it crosses that it just goes like nope and shuts down completely. It's really inconvenient, to be honest. I wish I could do something about it. Actually, I'm pretty certain I can do something about it. I probably should. I just really don't want to.

I even woke up at 5 am to study and ended up looking at memes. I spend a lot of time looking at memes, now that I think about it. Memes are so much better than work.

I've also been missing you guys a lot recently. It's like a sudden attack, striking when I least expect it. Like I was alright for weeks but now suddenly I really miss you people. Don't get me wrong, I always miss you, but sometimes I go a little mad. There has been more than one occasion where I just realise how much happier I am with you around. And while dinner yesterday I was thinking about how just the feeling of Saap Ghar having food together makes me feel more at home than almost anything else.

I guess BTS isn't the only addiction I have, then. And again, there is nothing I'm going to do about it.

Bye for now,
Aditi.

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