How to almost 2017

Dear Upa,

                  It's almost 2017. 

And by that I mean it literally is almost 2017, because there are about 36 minutes left of the year. 

I guess I couldn't end the year without saying something. 

I'm at dinner right now, literally in the middle of family in a fancy restaurant and am probably being really rude by typing away on my phone. 

It reminds me of when Yoongs dropped his mixtape in the middle of August when I was out for dinner and I had to excuse myself to the bathroom so that I could watch the mv. 

2016 was the year BTS shined the most, the year they won the daesang.

I don't think I can ever express how much they mean to me in words, or everything they've done for me. I'm a really different person because of them and I'm so proud of them for all they've achieved, and I'm so happy to be starting another new year with them. 2016 was the year we didn't walk alone, we had them and they had us. 

2016 was also the year my favourite people in the world came to Delhi to see me. By the way, I'm really really whipped for you too, I'm not even kidding. If I ever manage to get my Kinsey scale in place we should actually get married. 

2016 was the year I had the best birthday ever. I think birthdays are a really great concept, it's essentially being thankful for someone being born, and I'm glad that I was born.

2016 was the year I learned what it is to be happy. It's not the absence of sadness, but it's finding reasons to smile despite that. It's seeing your favourite people on screen and off, whose smile feels like the best parts of being alive. 

There are 15 minutes of 2016 left, and I'm grateful for your smile. 

Happy new year. 

Bye for now,

Aditi. 

Dear Aditi,

                  I’m writing this to you on your 18th birthday because I want you to remember what you feel right now.

In every letter or message that you read there were two things that were common- the first being how trash you are for Jin, and the second was how you’ve made people happy in one way or another.

I don’t know what this year has in store for you and I didn’t even know if you accomplished much in the past year, but now I do know that you brought happiness into someone’s life, and that’s the best thing I could ever ask of you. 

No matter what happens in the future, this was not a waste. 

If you ever feel like a burden again, which knowing you is not impossible, read those letters again to be reminded of how I feel right now, because Jin was right. 

Tears of happiness do feel warm, after all.

Stay strong and all the best, 

Aditi.

PS: 2017 AND GOOGLE STILL THINKS IM SUSPICIOUS ACTIVITY  ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) 

This is such a shit post lol