How Not To Get Shit Done

Dear Upa,

                 
               That’s really amazing. Good for you!

Although, I can’t say I relate. 

I mean, I’m not saying that I don’t like working, I love working. I love doing things most of the time. I guess I don’t like doing things that I’m supposed to be doing. As you know far too well, among the many fragments of my personality that make me a useless human being, one of the more prominent ones is that I PROCRASTINATE. A lot.

It’s a serious problem. For example, it keeps me from studying. It’s not like I don’t want to study or learn new things or anything, but every time I tell myself, “Right, I’m going to do the thing now!”, I end up spending the next 3 hours getting myself to start doing the thing. I also get distracted WAY to easily. A blank wall can distract me. My brain is the problem, it thinks too much. I’m always thinking. I can decide to start studying at 8AM, and before I know it, It’s 1AM the next day and I’ve spent a good 2 hours staring at my book, 3 hours looking up pictures of microwaves or cats or baby animals and 4 hours telling myself how useless I am, and not doing anything about it. I honestly do not know how I even managed passing 10th standard with my brilliant skills at putting important things off.  

I wish I was exaggerating.

Anyway, I guess I should end this now. I have two tests next week that I am not prepared for so I’m going to do a load of Math now.

Right after I look up on whether procrastination is a chronic disorder. 

Bye for now, 

Aditi.