Dear Aditi,
Do you ever wake up one morning and just don't feel like doing a thing? And I don't mean just being lazy, I mean finding it mentally impossible to make yourself do the task you were suppose to do. I have been having one of those days. Well, it's been more like a week; but whose counting?
Now, I have had times like this before, and it has been okay. I have got through it, because there has always been a proper cause to my problems. This time there isn't.
So, basically for the past few days I have been like a lifeless corpse (I mean, contrary to a corpse which is alive.) That also means I haven't been communicating with my family, and just going out or doing stuff I would normally. I really don't know how to get back into my normal ways, but having baths help.
I am still doing things, mind you. I just cleared my cupboard and found many cringe worthy stuff in it. I read my diary, and everything I have written there has some relation with our school. I have never really known a life outside school. I have had very few friends who have never been trapped in those walls. I miss our school, but honestly I still hate it with all my heart. And now I will be going to a new one, and I thought I would be scared. But I am not.
Salute,
Upa.
P.S. YOU'RE COMING FOR A VISIT AND I AM SO EXCITED!
Do you ever wake up one morning and just don't feel like doing a thing? And I don't mean just being lazy, I mean finding it mentally impossible to make yourself do the task you were suppose to do. I have been having one of those days. Well, it's been more like a week; but whose counting?
Now, I have had times like this before, and it has been okay. I have got through it, because there has always been a proper cause to my problems. This time there isn't.
So, basically for the past few days I have been like a lifeless corpse (I mean, contrary to a corpse which is alive.) That also means I haven't been communicating with my family, and just going out or doing stuff I would normally. I really don't know how to get back into my normal ways, but having baths help.
I am still doing things, mind you. I just cleared my cupboard and found many cringe worthy stuff in it. I read my diary, and everything I have written there has some relation with our school. I have never really known a life outside school. I have had very few friends who have never been trapped in those walls. I miss our school, but honestly I still hate it with all my heart. And now I will be going to a new one, and I thought I would be scared. But I am not.
Salute,
Upa.
P.S. YOU'RE COMING FOR A VISIT AND I AM SO EXCITED!
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