Dear Aditi,
I am glad you are content. And even happier that I will be seeing your pretty face for the holidays.
I too am content. Happy, even. Maybe a little bit bored, since my art school thing is over. And now I just have two weeks to waste before college. It has also come to my realisation that I cannot stay still without doing anything.
I used to find it odd when YouTubers like Klaire de lys and Carrie Hope Fletcher would say that they cannot stay still and do nothing. Because I have always been that person who can just watch TV and do absolutely nothing. But I think that has changed, because now I cannot just stay in front of a screen and waste time. I have to do something productive. I have to create something. Whether it is content nobody will read or half assed work of what can pass of as art. I must do it.
I am going to say it is a good thing. Atleast I am doing something with my life. But obviously life hates me and decided that my laptop should stop working when I am in desperate need to start working.
Instead I have decided on cleaning my room. This actually started because my brother's college has started. And every morning he spends a good hour figuring out what shirt to wear. I realised I will probably be doing the same. Hence the cleaning my wardrobe. Which sort of led to a cleaning everything.
I don't really know how to end it. I am clean. I am working. I am missing you.
I am glad you are content. And even happier that I will be seeing your pretty face for the holidays.
I too am content. Happy, even. Maybe a little bit bored, since my art school thing is over. And now I just have two weeks to waste before college. It has also come to my realisation that I cannot stay still without doing anything.
I used to find it odd when YouTubers like Klaire de lys and Carrie Hope Fletcher would say that they cannot stay still and do nothing. Because I have always been that person who can just watch TV and do absolutely nothing. But I think that has changed, because now I cannot just stay in front of a screen and waste time. I have to do something productive. I have to create something. Whether it is content nobody will read or half assed work of what can pass of as art. I must do it.
I am going to say it is a good thing. Atleast I am doing something with my life. But obviously life hates me and decided that my laptop should stop working when I am in desperate need to start working.
Instead I have decided on cleaning my room. This actually started because my brother's college has started. And every morning he spends a good hour figuring out what shirt to wear. I realised I will probably be doing the same. Hence the cleaning my wardrobe. Which sort of led to a cleaning everything.
I don't really know how to end it. I am clean. I am working. I am missing you.
I am not very good with endings,
Upa.
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