Dear Upa,
Don't worry, that is absolutely normal, and it happens to the best of us. It will pass, so chill.
Anyway, remember that phase when you were with me in Delhi when I started replying to everything with "idk and idc"? And then you guys started saying it too? Well, I kind of truly understand that now.
Like, a few months ago, for as long back as I can remember, I used to hate not knowing. I knew what I was doing and what I was going to do the next day, and the day after that, and- well, you get the picture. But now I just really don't know. Everything is so unexpected! Like my mom telling me she has stuff to do important business-y in Mumbai two weeks after we're back?! And so I can come for a weekend SPECIFICALLY the day our friend decided to have a party, and I get really good marks in tests I didn't study for at all and thought I would fail in, and just everything in general is so weird that I wouldn't care to think that it would end up happening. But it did. Yay.
So yes, I don't know. I don't have a tiny clue what the hell is happening and I don't know why, but you know what? I really don't care.
Also, school isn't half bad. I don't mind it. There is the fact that I can't sit on the internet all day or read, and there is the whole going out of the house problem, but other than that, I guess I can live with it.
Also an update on the whole procrastination thing: I realised that just because I procrastinate doesn't mean I don't get any work done, what actually happens is that I start unbelievably late and then do it, which results in anything between little to no sleep. I spent the last whole week at school sleep deprived. That is a problem.
I also have a terrible back ache and it hurts a lot. :(
But, for now, I do know that this will pass. I'll deal with it the only way I know how: idk & idc.
Bye for now,
Aditi.
Don't worry, that is absolutely normal, and it happens to the best of us. It will pass, so chill.
Anyway, remember that phase when you were with me in Delhi when I started replying to everything with "idk and idc"? And then you guys started saying it too? Well, I kind of truly understand that now.
Like, a few months ago, for as long back as I can remember, I used to hate not knowing. I knew what I was doing and what I was going to do the next day, and the day after that, and- well, you get the picture. But now I just really don't know. Everything is so unexpected! Like my mom telling me she has stuff to do important business-y in Mumbai two weeks after we're back?! And so I can come for a weekend SPECIFICALLY the day our friend decided to have a party, and I get really good marks in tests I didn't study for at all and thought I would fail in, and just everything in general is so weird that I wouldn't care to think that it would end up happening. But it did. Yay.
So yes, I don't know. I don't have a tiny clue what the hell is happening and I don't know why, but you know what? I really don't care.
Also, school isn't half bad. I don't mind it. There is the fact that I can't sit on the internet all day or read, and there is the whole going out of the house problem, but other than that, I guess I can live with it.
Also an update on the whole procrastination thing: I realised that just because I procrastinate doesn't mean I don't get any work done, what actually happens is that I start unbelievably late and then do it, which results in anything between little to no sleep. I spent the last whole week at school sleep deprived. That is a problem.
I also have a terrible back ache and it hurts a lot. :(
But, for now, I do know that this will pass. I'll deal with it the only way I know how: idk & idc.
Bye for now,
Aditi.
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